Mixed Emotions

Since my dad passed away last week , I have had so many mixed emotions . I am glad he is no longer in pain . I know he would want to be bed ridden any longer . I miss him so much . My pops and I had a very close relationship . I am honored to have been named after him . I know time heals all . Tomorrow he is being burried in Southern California . I won't be there . I just couldn't bear it .